HUNGRY HEARTS

Hello everyone

I have a very serious problem that requires urgent treatment so readers help me. Please comment if you have a solution or a remedy to my problem.

About 5 years ago I had two abortions. The second time I was a bit too far gone. I was in my 20th week when I had it because I didn't find on time that I was pregnant. So after wards I had to deal with breast milk like I was nursing. I battled that for 8 weeks before I got some tablets to dry the milk.

The terrible thing is that after this battle I noticed a difference in my breast. My left breast went flat while the other one remained firm.

For five years I have lived with this deformity in shame. For five years I have not dated because I have become ashamed of my body. I have tried everything, exercise, breast firming n lifting creams nothing is working. Because of this I can not date or let any man touch me, so I became a born again. I had the perfect excuse to say no to guys. But a young pastor is interested in me. I tried all I could to rebuff him, still he remained, I even said no sex before marriage and he agreed. We have been dating for a while now.  If he wonders while I would not let him touch me even slightly, I don't know for he has not complained.
Now he is talking marriage. I want to get married but I need to correct my deformity before then.

Please readers What do I do to correct this?